Words always sharp as a sword to slaughter my heart when one uttered it harshly and mean it.
After all, come back with apologize. Ironically, before you used your word to slap my face, don't come back apologies that you don't really mean it to do so. It does a matter to me! It's hurt!
Am i seriously only suitable to be scolded and talk that down to me by you? My forehead got write such word ' please scold me?' Come on, i'm just an ordinary female born by my beloved mum, either you.
Whenever i heard your story about you and the gal, i feel pissed about it cause you don't deserve such a treatment from her. She just toying with you when she needed, ever since you know her since you were born, if you just can't let go, then just let it be. Who am i? My 2 years of friendship doesn't worth a penny to you. You know how to end it , you just blindly folded refuse to face the fact she is over about you. She even dare to ask you out to meet her new bf, and keep calling you for god sake, yet you still entertain her. If you still remain like that way, you are inviting her to do whatever she wants to harass you. Just be my guest!
I've done my level best and play my role , done my part as a buddy friend stand by you and always be there for you. End of the day, what i get in return? Not an appreciate, not a gratitude, just a blame! Labeled me as mean, nasty, shallow, rude, sarcasm! what else?
Since you know it gonna to hurt me, why you want to do so? You know you gonna bear the consequences after all, why? Where's your wisdom & integrity?
I'm getting numb to hear all your stories about her, whereby i know nothing about her in real life.
You just allow her again and again come back to stir up your feeling, made you feel shit then you turn it to me!
Again and again, i endured all. Whenever you need my ear, i will be here for you. You need advise, i will provides, but when you gonna to listen to me? Non! I just refuse to see you will getting hurt again, i just being nice and generous to protect you. Till the extend i got numb, i said nothing about it , no more! When i say something is wrong, say nothing is wrong! what you want me to say for more? What you really wants from me? attention? you get it now! tender-loving-care i always do.
I hate been accused by you! That's enough for me!
You said i don't understand you, fine! if you didn't tell me, you expected me to read through your mind? sorry for god sake , i don't have such extra ordinary power and ability to do so.
You told me, she called you but you refused to pick up her call, but you did missed call her back. She sms you, you not reply but after that you were waiting for her call again. I just laugh at myself to death after i read your statement, that's ridiculous! you just want to hear from her of what your trick all about, contrary you still miss her but you are denial! It all doesn't make sense to me!
Your statement to me: "May be you don't get it but i don't reply her sms, i do answer calls because am not shallow as some people are. I know how you feel about me and her, may be i should stop sharing things.Whatever. I'm not arguing with you. No mouth argue, no eye see."
I told you again clearly, it's your own obsession okay?!
I just wish you: enjoy yourself and all the best!
Then you bomb me with this:
"why did you say it with such sarcasm? just your 2 cents as if am not worth anything. You didn't even hear what i told her, i answered in atone which will mean less harassment..i respect your views but hear all the story before making one. Enjoy myself what??! i don't need you to be sarcastic to me. we both know your deadly limit,we both know i can ignore it, cut the sarcasm."
It's HURT! Absolutely hurts me! How ungrateful?! Stop sharing, stop come to look for me, may be then you will know who is being true. Cut the crap short, let you be!
I'm quite tired to argue with you!! You know i do care, but you just take me for granted!
I don't deserve such treatment from you, i don't need it!
Fine, i apologies for my statement made jump to conclusion. But HECK! you not even tell me anything ok?
You have to start be responsible for your own choice of action, every course of action has its result. you know what to do, you just lack of integrity and wisdom , or you totally ignore to do so.
If you wish to soak in pain forever, i can't help you coz you are not even stand up to help yourself for god sake!
You just burn the bridge away before i have the chance!!
After 12 hours, you online came to apologies to me for what you have done to me. I just being cool about it, i replied one word : Okie!
If you were wondering why? i bet you know why!? You know i'm upset with you, but don't you expecting me to accept your apologize with warmth?
You mentioned: It's that seems all you want to tell me?
Come on, what else you want me to say for more? Then you upset appeared offline.
After people slap my left face, should i give my right face let you to slap on it again? NO WAY!
I will remain cold blood, heartless, shallow whatever you said to me, i just take your word. As your wish!
I shall let you hit the wall , feel the pain! then let you crawl back!
A murrain on your obsession!
