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░ ▒ ▬ ♦ ◊ ◦ ♠ ♣ ▣ ۰•● ❤ ●•۰
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Yohoo!

yayy! i've a few days leave during national day!
In total, i've 5 days , such a long weekend for me, and i've applied 2 more days annual leave. Gonna rush back to hometown visit papa & mama and pick up some important documents and rush back to KL again. Sigh...!! Tomorow is merdeka day, will be stuck at home do house chores for some housekeeping and clearing stuff. Then Saturday gang outing , a birthday celebration and gathering for friends. The person i miss , he won't able to come due to busy working schedule, i swear to god that such his lame excuse. Work till no need to take dinner? i bet everyone do need food to survive tho... anyway, it doesn't matter, it been 3 months long we never see each other and no contact. The time is approaching to bid farewell with him, i hate to say goodbye, i guess i won't have the chance to say bye , good luck, take good care and i miss ya these phrases to him. Anyway, i still look up to faith till one day we will meet again someday...somewhere out there. I still carry hope, albeit it's bit far distance, no one know what's going to happen in the future, look forward to it.
Wish me good luck for my job hunting! I really need a big huge LUCK! finger cross and pray for me! GOD please answer my prayer! Thanks!

Gift from Kuching

Wow!
I was so suprised to receive this gift from Mary who always be my big sista take care of me and hang out with me! She is my ex-colleague, end up we become so closed. After she resigned, we still keep in touch and outing every month. She will never forget to get me something whenever she travels, she definately back to M'sia with gifts. I truly treasure her and like her to bits. She such a GEM! She went to Philipines, Thai and some domestic locations, never back here with empty handed! Some goes to another big sista, Lynne who is always quiet & calm person, only open her mouth when necessary. She doesn't express her feeling much but always remember to bring me something back!! Sometimes i feel bad which i didnt bring goodies to them coz i seldom travel around too. :p
Thanks Mary being so sweet to me!!! I've got a lovely T-shirt from Kuching!

I can cook!!

yo! i manage to clear off the chicken inside my fridge..hehehe..
suddenly craved for soup...whenever i bad mood or good mood, once a blue moon i will crave to have some soup for my soul. soup to heal my soul...yeah! After work rushed to Giant, grabbed some ingredients back home, washed, trimmed and cut. Mind you, i hate go Giant now, the vege they are selling aint fresh at all! i bought the organic tomato, from the packaging look nice, i opened it realized 4 tomato all rotten one side which faced down inner part (from outside packaging u actually can't see it!), i just bit pissed tho..have to cut away the rotten part, left nothing much!
I cooked namyu 'fermented red beancurd' marinated chicket fillet (pan fried)served with green lettuces and balsamico dressing, salted vegetables soup with tofu, onion & tomato and onions & tomato omelette. Voila! less than 1 hr i had all of 'em done!! enjoy the hot soup, crispy chicken fillet salad & fluffy egg!! heavenly syok!

Ponder....

Roslyn, 1 friend of mine comfy me...
" who knows if he would change his mind if you manage to sort things out? but i doubt you would want to tell him this coz you want what's the behst for him right?"

I would not stop him to leave, to chase his dream and build his kingdom tho... and now i rather don't want to know the outcome and the reason behind why he behave and react like that way tho.. coz it doesn't serve the purpose coz the timing already overed.

Secondly, Rosyln mentioned again. "Then let the man decide. If you guys are meant to be together, no one can change that". Sounds reasonable and trustworthy? i ponder...i doubt. I don't think thing will work out anymore, coz i just burnt the bridge away.

I don't know how to face him when we meet again and the friendship will not be the same, i don't know how to patch it back again and it's not menable. We won't be closed as before, we might stay a distance away from each other, stop contact each other, give some spaces and fresh air to chill down. Just wipe everything off from memory, can i?

WY, another friend of mine told me that, " No, you didn't get the wrong message because he was hurt, that's why he threw the ball back at you. How you feel now is how he feels."
I've a big doubt, the pain i felt he might not know. The fear in me, he won't know. My past still keep hauting me non stop to reject all.

Zareen who is a sweet gem, she comfy me that: " you wish him the best, he wants a better life, so you show support. He will come home and you can visit, try not to be sad."
But i can tell you, it won't gonna to be happened tho...

I'm telling myself, LET GO for all, not worth it!