Friday, October 31, 2008

Tough Decision

After a long week pondering, a long deep thought, finally i manage to decide my next destination.
Tough decision has been made, fingers typing on keyboard for my resignation letter in this morning, a deep breath ... folded it nicely and slot it into the envelope.

After 7 hours, waited the right timing to knock boss's door and step in to have a talk.
I gave him my envelope, he asked me what's that? then slowly opened it up and read, i bet he's bit surprised that i eagerly want to leave that soon, 3 weeks ago i told him that i am looking for new job and i put him as my reference. He doesn't expected i will leave so fast. After 4 others tendered the resignation, next is me!
I was so 'weak' and sad to spread the news to him that i am going to leave this place soon. I knew i am a sensible and sensitive person who easily shed my tear. I was bit upset that finally ..yes..finally i can step out here after 6 years service over here. A place with uncountable memories full of excited, struggling, happiness, sorrow, laugh and etc. A place i spent many hours in a day with many people, a place that i could abuse my power to enjoy the delicious food and unlimit supply of coffee. Till i get so bored of it and there's no space for me to breath and move on for my career advancement. I guess that's the time for me to make a move for my own good on my career path.
I shed my tear out which beyond my control in front of my boss who been working together with me for past 6 years. He's my 6th boss throughout my working days in this place.
Honestly, I am going to miss this place for long and miss everyone here for sure!
I've put my full courage to tender my letter and decided foregoing my year end bonus. What a sacrifices? Am i making a right or wrong decision? Times will prove it to me!
Yes, i am sick and tired of this place, at times...i need to quit and go.. but when the moment upon to bid farewell, the feeling just like the 'mixing pot' , can't tell how the taste like...the feeling is hardly to descript..
Wish me good luck!

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